A little whisper in the dark

No title today. Can't think of one yet. Maybe when I'm done with the entry, I'll think of a nice one. Got to keep the fans interested, you know.

I promised her I'd get to bed, and its 5am, I can't. I tried but too many things swirling through my mind.

In a way I'm a prisoner of time. The things I hope to get, I will have to wait - not wait to get it, but wait to see IF I even get it or not. I'd do so much to just cut all that away, just quit hoping along those lines. Some milestones: November-December '03, March-April '04, and who knows what else.

I've never been a religious person before, and I'll probably never be one. But I'm not an atheist either. And so I pray that things will go my way no matter how bleak they might be. I'll cherish every chance I get, grasp at every ray of hope. I pray I have the determination and tenacity, plus a hefty dose of luck.

Someone (can't remember) said, "Luck is the pseudonym God takes on when He doesn't want to be responsible for the outcome".

Just one chance. I'll prove myself.

posted by Chung Leong @ 6:55 AM