A little whisper in the dark

Interesting day today. Amanda commented that I've changed a lot (since her YEP Thailand trip). The only reason I could find to explain that is that it coincided with my breakup with my girlfriend of nearly 3 years. Long time. Maybe they've gotten used to the me that's an attached guy. Am I different? I just feel more free. Free to do what I please. One less person to have to report to. It is a refreshing lack of responsibility.

"Men Behaving Badly". Sometimes I choose to be mischievious but it gets misconstrued as being mean and vindictive. Oh well feedback is always good. I wonder if it has anything to do with my rising sign. Its Gemini by the way, and by way of explanation it describes the person that you choose to present to the world (not necessarily your true inner self).

Interestingly enough the people who feed back to me about me are girls rather than guys. So much for petty girls and magnanimous guys. I'm beginning to think some guys can be more sarcastic, petty and indirect about their feelings than girls could ever be. If you don't like me, stand up and say it. Don't play shadow boxing with me. I don't go for that. You people know who you are. I wish you could see this page. I am not dumb, I just choose not to play your games.

posted by Chung Leong @ 5:38 AM